Love, Hate, which to choose?

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Thursday, August 31, 2006

life

i dont know what i heard about today but its kinda fake and all but what the heck.he said that you still like me but im not sure cuz i love him.and i cant say i have no feelings for you either and that led me into the concusion that ive been through so much about this and yet im here at the same spot i began...im all a mess and all thats in my mind is a huge pile of dilemma!it aint my fault that he made me feel so good most of the time and i dont blame you for your charms...its hard being to be stuck like this...emotionally i feel hurt cuz i wouldnt do anything cuz im scared to make the wrong approach to this issue and trust me it aint easy...i think he does like me too but i kinda doubt it too...so,i guess this is where my life stays still..a series of a black-hole-forming dilemma!...its sad to say im turn on by the both of you...but honestly speaking..i love him more than you,due to the fact that he treats me respectively and i feel respected as a woman of faith in future well being of music and whatever is that i believe...but you mis treated me, you broke my heart and worst-your self absorbed and self-centered...i now declare im through with you!The pros and cons sure have said the stuff i wanna know and surely i have falle to deep for him...sorry

please believe me again at 10:09 PM