i dont know what i am feeling right now but i guess talking to you through the net isnt anything better...i have been said to be very emo at times but this isnt one of it i guess...but i guess the reason to this is is that...love never truely existed...at first they walk on by like its gonna be forever and the next thing it gone and stabs you in the heart...how much does it really hurts isnt a thing about it cuz in the end,your heart is just a pound if feeling that is hoping to get mended again..for some,it just dies away, leaving a pathetic scar that never will mend...you feel that half of you just ripped apart and of no promise you will get it back...some people do get lucky but others die half hearted...as for me,i guess its too far to prophesise but i think that i will have a really bitter sweet ending to this as my heart just got ripped to day-and yes,AGAIN...yesteryears once more...for i thought that the guy i love was real... now,i dont even know if he trully exist...i mean he's alive and all but im not that sure that he has a real beating heart...i thought i saw a real lad but all i saw was a net that trapped me till today upon discovering the truth that all of this lads are robots...they were sent to break hearts and break more hearts...the creator was smart i have to edmit...cuz there is, i mean,all lasses are asses enough to believe in this saying called love...but i shall not get striked by cupids arrow till the day i lay in the peak of doom

no of all you beastlings can shelter my heart from extinction of thy most love