Love, Hate, which to choose?

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Friday, September 01, 2006

my feelings for you

i really cant stand a day without you!...all ive got here with me is the suffocating 6 bearier surrounding me, the disturbing silence, the memories you left me...when we had fun laughing joking around...and the puppy fights we have!...there's nothing deny when the feeling had taken over you all in all...its controlling your every move...especially when i see you smile...but the thing is that i dont know if feel what i feel...i think that you do yet i doubt...but all that i can think of,right now is how do i make it known to you ...how much more do i have to be obvious?...cuz im havin the tinglin sensation to make the first move...but im scare that it'll just scare you away...we've been through so much really...the little things that turns me on...oh man...aint no other lad to give me this feelings!...i hate to have a series of deja vu but if it has "you" written all over it,id give anything for it to happen...id fight the bitch that afters you!...wait...you said that you will only like a girl that no one likes and you said that a guy that use to like me still does...does that mean i dont stand a chance..?... please dont give me away!...i really wanna be with you!...id give anything!...except my family and my faith but i know that we share the same faith and you aint got no issue with my family so what the heck?...i get really turned on when i touch each other...and when nothing limits us from having our hangover laughters...cuz loving you is more than a dream come true,no one else can make me feel the colours that you bring....and everyday of my life is filled with loving you...stay with me while we grow old and we will live each day in spring time!...id be lost without you...and somehow it becomes stronger everytime i see you...you give me the atmost respect,the attention i need and i never i felt neglectd...i miss you like crazy...its just a matter of time and place that one day you will know my love for you and how down will i be when youre not around...and im hoping that you felt the same way...cause i always love it when a girl ends up with her bestfriend...<3

please believe me again at 7:50 PM