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Saturday, September 02, 2006
saturday-the firstday
okay,ive past day one without you...but how?the week to come aint gonna be special nor interestingly fun without you!...when you are around,everything seems to be okay and i forget all my trouble but what happens when youre gone? im left with some issue my mind cant distore and i need you here,by my side...id always prefer us to stay where we belong and nothing mattered...but it all comes to this!...when some bitch told the whole world my love for you,the others took us away from each other and there was nothing we could do but cry and cry...time stayed still from where we last left off,im standing here looking at you.but some how you cant see me...or do you but not recognise me at all...this will happen if i never make my first moves...you may go and leave me, and i may never find you again...how terrible will my life be!...as i said, its only a matter of time and place and everything will be clear for all to see-the future stands too ague for me too see through but what ever happens i choose for you to know cuz i believe in making and taking chances...who knows that we may die tomorrow and we had not got the chance to say what we feel...then how would i know if we really had the chance of being it...
another option i feel is that why the hell should people bother enough making this an issue.../i mean everybody falls in love everyday and im sure you did too.so why bother me about being overly inlove with a guy you dont know...it aint fair you know...life for me is nothing but bitter-sweet experience and i really need something to look forward to..so give me the chance to live and i 'll give you your space...it aint that weird falling inlove...and maybe this happens cuz im able to fall inlove openly while you keep it in,in your puny little chest...needless to say at times you are a heartless bitch...
please believe me again at 3:03 PM
die for all unfaithfull tomorrows and you shall suffer for your saddistic encounters to the one you liedfully love
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