Okay,its been a long time since ive been into the jittery zone, now my body freezes up breathing for air every moment i can,breaking down in the urge to carry on...HAVING TESTOPHOBIA,PHOBOPHOBIA,coulrophobia,FRANCOPHOBIA,phasmophobia and who what else...anyways life as been Dead without you...i mean il give you anything if you would just answer the calling!!! dammit! why is love so hard to find???...Do i have to continue a life of my own without anyone by my side... well i dont know but im falling into pieces and i cant get the filthy things out of my mind...il get emo and just shoot myself!

no of all you beastlings can shelter my heart from extinction of thy most love