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Thursday, October 05, 2006
give me a reason to cry!!
WHY IS IT WHEN YOU LOVE SOMEONE, THEY END UP BREAKING YOUR HEART AND IT HURTS SO MUCH, YOU FEEL LIKE A DAGGER JUST PLUNGED INTO YOUR HEART...BUT NOTHING COULD EVER STOP THE FEELING AND NOTHING CAN EVER PREVENT IT FROM HAPPENING...JUST AS YOU THOUGHT THAT PERSON WAS SO CLOSE, YOU WERE NOT EVEN CLOSE TO IT! THERE'S NO SPECIFIC EXPLANATION TO IT...BUT EVERYONE KNOWS THAT ITS REALLY REALLY PAINFUL!!! DROWN YOURSELF IN MY TEARS OF SADNESS,BLOOD THAT SPILLED WHEN I THOUGHT THAT SLITTING MY WRIST WAS A DREAM AND MY BLOOD VESSELS HOLLOWED TO DRY! DOES ANYONE UNDERSTAND ME!!? OR WILL THEY CONTINUE TO TORMENT ME TILL THE DAY I GO 6 FEET UNDER!!!YOU'D MIGHT AS WELL LIE TO ME SAYING " I LOVE YOU" ,USE A SWORD AND PIERCE IT THROUGH MY HEART THAN GO PRETENDING THAT I WAS SOMEONE SPECIAL TO YOU AND THEN YOU GO AND LEAVE ME...I GUESS IT WOULD HAVE BEEN BETTER THAT WAY!?BUT WHAT DO I KNOW, THOSE OTHERS ARE WAITING AND BEATS ME WITH THEIR PERFECTIONS AND ALL,BUT ALL IVE GOT IS SIMPLICITY,AND I GUESS THAT JUST AINT ENOUGH...BUT WHY LIE WHEN YOU HAD THE CHANCE TO SAY IT TO MY FACE!!!???LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE!? YOU LEFT ME HERE,ALL ALONE,THINKING OF SUICIDAL ISSUES THAT IVE GOT! GEEEZ!!! STOP BEING SHADY WITH ME!! I HAD ENOUGH OF LIES AND SADNESS!!! MY LIFE IS DROWNING IN MISTAKES!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!''kill me with a kiss and save me with a slap! you'll never call me when you're sober!''
please believe me again at 5:02 PM
die for all unfaithfull tomorrows and you shall suffer for your saddistic encounters to the one you liedfully love
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